I can't believe, this is more than faithful sensations, these are real descriptions. This is what I've looking for that far away. The colors start crystalize, I'm getting enough now. This feeling is evolving, super-light it's like crawling, perfect we're going slowly. Been a fool wasn't smart, I guess. If I could try, I'll do it today. The songs, they sound better even if they talk about you.

Should I? 'Cause this is a fucking love game, where you and me are the players. I don't want to loose you, but this was a game, was it?  If I decide to go, will you fall apart? This is all because of your stupid teen stuff about sex and kissing boys, but don't you know? I'm full of that and fer sure I'm going to win. If you always showed yourself like a toy, why should it be my fault? If you died of blood, if you got cold, if you don't, why'd I have to cry for? I love you, but everything gets clear when all the people know the truth, and told you were the stupid little girl that was hurting herself. When you realize, when you get this, when you discover this was real, you'll do that nervous giggle, you'll catch cold, your head probably will start getting fucking hard and your pain'll be worst than anything. When you feel that, when you read this, call me, 'cause I'm having such a big trouble.

Everyone knows we're not that real as we could. We decide how we wish our lives, and I chose death. Now I'm walking next my lovely vampire and I remember my life's chronicles as much as I can, it'd should've been better than I took care of, stupid teen stuff. I've never noticed I was in love, but this is mad enough to be true, so the worst is no one's heart will ever beat enough to know, never like them, no. They could never see the sun shining like we do, they'll never have that time to know each other at all. Only a vampire can love you FOREVER, you know, I still ask myself why everytime I hear this song I feel like cry but I don't. Oh, I feel so cold.

- Don't jump into their hearts, don't jump into their fancy empty dead hearts-, they said.

- But I love them, I love him, and that's a fact, and there's no coming back, no turns and no doubts, there's a chance, and I'm taking it, there's only one thing, a run away and a never come back, that's the love, that's what i've looking for, that's what I'll die for, that's what I am alive for, that's love, and I will never come back again, never. No one can make me change my decisions, because I've taken them yet. -

(Slam of the door)

My arms' tears are turning black, they're turning vapour, they don't exist. Take the blame, because this PERSONAL things will kill me as soon as you hurt yourself, and I've to take all the pain. I just don't know, and I knew I've said that yet, but I have to say it again, however I see, you don't understand, please, hold me like you did it today. Oh, wait... It was just me and my stupid little thoughts about you and me and what's going on, that stuff, you know, but don't get worried, I've got a lot of you made by me for these kind of things, I felt this before. I'd tell you that I "loved" or "love" you, whatever you like, but I don't really care. 

Everything has changed and the only one thing that I thought It would make me glad of, It made me worse. I need you, at less you. Don't worry I've seen yet, you act as if you were 13. 'Cause I thought that we'd laugh about this ):
And sometimes the only one thing that seems to be okay is a book, and the the world falls over my feet telling me what I don't.
It's hard, you know. Everytime I feel so alone, no, just right now, and I think this might save me one day, when something worse happen, I'll figure it out on my own.

My head is roomy than three days ago,
but I can't stop think about it, It's eating me,
is something will never stop,
and I think that it was what I've been
looking for.
If it'd be real, for sure you were kissing
my lips in that twilight night, but that's it,
just a dream, just a fantasy I am in,
picking up things make my head crush.
This is suffer, super-cool-masochism.