I cared too much

This is the end
and of course I'll cry
but I won't waste more tears
'cause if you wanted this
I'm liking it and
both happy

YOU were a lie
not what I thought YOU were and then
say GOODBYE is harder than FORGET
YOU wasn't what I wanted
I NEVER was what YOU thought YOU wanted, was it?

YOU were not special as your name
and I tell you have to believe it
'cause then you will wonder it your whole life
and beeing ridiculous
sorry I forgot you cannot fix that

YOU've NEVER value me
and I valued you TOO MUCH
and maybe you didn't care about me,
and maybe I cared too much

This is the end
and of course I'll cry
but I won't waste more tears
'cause if you wanted this
I'm liking it and
both happy

Well hey!, tell me you want me that you like and try to hug me, everything
Well hey, say that you hate me, you can’t see me, oh my satan, that’s so sweet
Well see! You were playing with me
And see there’s nothing left to anything


Because I was wondering about your status
And I really guess you’re out of focus
Well really believe it, won’t you promise me?
You don’t like me anymore? Fine, stop looking at me

Have you ever wanted something so much?
It's not what you want it's just what they need
It will be late but don't worry I'll be right near

Now I'm here dancing crying
Standing here waiting for you
Without chances to escape
I'm holded for you forever.

Every little thing that we dream

every desire of our beliefs will be near

every thing that you need, I'll be here

I don't understand anything, is a rush on my mind but it's getting me high. If I could see, my head is breaking in a million parts as fast as my breast and I can't stand it because it's so hard and I just don't get you. What are you trying to say? I can't understand you, no I can't. Everything blurs itself and I got lost, should ask but don't know who, don't know what, don't know if I really should, is that you don't see? Because If I didn't like someone I'd just ignore all the over-affectionate comments and stuff.. you don't. You don't and that's getting me muddled.

If you could see that raising your hands up, you won't find a cloud my darling, there's nothing more for people like you, If you could see, I don't know much about you but I just used you.

You can't see all the people dying, you don't see you don't need darling.

When you fall apart, you'll know by now, I'm not that kind of girl, it's just "I don't have the time".

What's wrong now? I don't know, unfixed problems, incomplete songs. I need peace, rescue me. It seems a little bit contradiction even though I'm talking about an audition, but anyway you can't take the place, is not your fault, it's just I want something more, the future looked bright, would b better if you knew about what I talk about, stop being fool and blind, I'm dying without you, fine.

IT'S NOT A CAREER, I LIKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU.

You're the sweetest dream I've ever had, believe me when I say it's true. It's kinda different when you play jokes, it's kinda different when we talk, we don't have to fight tonight.