Like we never knew each other at all

I know that you're an artist, the hardest one to deal with. Everything you conceal is revealed on your canvas. You find all of your ugly meanings in the things I find beautiful. Do you see the fall is coming? You painted me in pastel, colors that don't tell of any boldness. That's the way you'd love to see me: so delicate, so weak, so little purpose. Your eyes are black so cold, they're so imperfect. They see a sleeping world, where waking isn't worth it. How, can you live without your lies?

9.19.2008

Look at me, try to tell me the truth, you're so sweet, I can't ignore it, but that's not enough.
MAKE ME FEEL LIKE WE NEVER KNEW EACH OTHER AT ALL, cause that's not my fault!, I'm just trying to say it, to believe it, to fake it.
My words are just a way to figure it out, they said. I DO NOT CARE.