Like we never knew each other at all

I know that you're an artist, the hardest one to deal with. Everything you conceal is revealed on your canvas. You find all of your ugly meanings in the things I find beautiful. Do you see the fall is coming? You painted me in pastel, colors that don't tell of any boldness. That's the way you'd love to see me: so delicate, so weak, so little purpose. Your eyes are black so cold, they're so imperfect. They see a sleeping world, where waking isn't worth it. How, can you live without your lies?

2.27.2010

I feel so sorry but not sad enough
I felt so incomplete I couldn't get in it get it on

I began to feel so older the time we started the silence
I'm afraid I'm very selfish anything less
you wouldn't know anything about anything else
if you want to know please stop making it in reverse
stop playing love like you play chess

I can't stand this anymore
I don't know what are you going to do where going to go
Nothing else I was supossed to knew
Everything you wanna say I know it
and every piece of your heart broken
and I know it please don't make this the hardest thing of my life
if you wanted this to last, well I'll tell you something
please stop fucking like that you are so scary when you're going to BAM!

I began to feel so older the time we started the silence