Rain falling again, tears running on my face, pain growing everyday, don't know why. I still ask, was it needed that way on hurt?

Oh my gosh, I'll crush. Oh my gosh, I'll die. Cold again. Feel like cry.

Stop with all this, let's be clear.

You said you wouldn't hurt me again, but you do it. You know, I NEED THIS MORE THAN ANYTHING. WHY? WHY ME? WHY YOUR RIGHT-HAND? WHY? AFTER EVERYTHING I DID BECAUSE OF YOU, ALL THE PAIN I HAD GOT WHEN YOU WERE GONE? AFTER THAT, YOU STILL HURT, AND WHEN I THINK ALL COULD BE OVER, FORGET YOU, SAY GOODNIGHT & GOODBYE, FOREVER, I CAN'T. Because I still love you, omg I still love you. But I can't feel this anymore, please God, I can not.

I ain't solves, I just fall, in the deepest hole, there's no stop. When do you think this is going to end? When I finally lay falling off, and let my body crush, and give up all the suffering, and the end... of everything.

Today I woke up crying, It was a dream a little bit fantastic. I was in a perfect world, Ashlee Simpson was my mother I thought. Christmas was coming, I've never lived Christmas in winter, so it was funny. All the bells tinkering, it was more than happy. I remember someone saying we couldn't stay there much time, It hurt.

I asked,

- Will you clean up all this stuff?

- Of course I will.

They "didn't remember anything", but I did. It was horrible, never again. Perfection is not real, never, and I was thinking about that, then I started crying, and woke up. 

After that, family fights, that's the worst. Even worse than love. Omg. I can't feel this anymore.

If something is not fine, look at the sky, you'll see something it could help to cry. If something shouldn't be like that, just left everything you've got, be a free dove, run away from all, get far from cold. 

Don't try to tell me what to do, don't try to tell me what to say, don't try to tell me anything, I'm sick of that, just kiss me, it all will be more than fine. You think that I can let you go, but what happen when you can't let the pain grow? When you're more than cold? When you find that velvet place, your never ending days? If you're sad, I'll cry for you. If you can't breathe, I'll breath for you, but if you can't stay, don't ask me to leave you again.

What would you do if your reason for being didn't want you anymore. Would you still risk everything to save them? Raise your hands and try touching the sky, and when you do it you'll notice there's never been a sky to fly, there's no sparkle in their eyes and you've ever lived a dream, because life is such a very real, pretty clear, belief. Raise your hands up in the air and look up for the missing stars, that died yesterday in our twilight night, you were one, little piece of sharp, super-cold sparkle light.

When someone left you, when someone is gone, when you can't find a reason, when you felt so strong and now you know that you're not. You feel cold, all's done, but you never thought about it, you can't believe it at first, but it's the truth, he's not. 

I don't want to get depressed, I would like to be there. My head crushes itself to see if there're more answers than a poor fight. I am looking for the high light, going to be the mirror. Velvet place, never ending days.

I saw this coming, in a way.

I saw this coming, in a way.

Something is wrong, something is the reason of the troubles, something is wrong, someone wants revenge, of what? I don't know, but the ending is coming. My soul will fall apart, but I'm not afraid, you are the ones that should be frightened of my death.

I felt so cold

I was alone

You hold me up

But I was still alone

Inside my heart

There's a hope instead your love

How could you let it go?

She's broken inside

She's nothing but a lie

She may be loosing her mind

She makes me cry

She can't be one, oh no, no.

Everything gets clear even when it's dark

When you're with them,

you can move away all the pain

Sometimes it's late, sometimes you can't replace

If you always get mad, if you left behind, you won't know

She's messing me up

She's probably looking for grace

She won't explain

She can't hurt me again

But she does, she does

Every time I hear her voice

I'm falling apart

I'm always thinking about that.

Words won't be able to know

Pain won't be able to hurt, anymore.

What a beautiful dream while I slept at night, oh my dear, how can I make you cry? Velvet place, never ending days, without any lace, did you feel I need some space? Breaking it myself is the perfect blame I could take, I love you little piece of grace.

Tears fall from fears when I can't have you. If you'd be mine, I kissed you, but I think you're not. So we can say I miss you so, if you don't talk, if you don't know, if you're not, if you don't. Keep in your bubble, keep in her arms, she's just a bitch without the bed, omg.