1.27.2009

- Don't jump into their hearts, don't jump into their fancy empty dead hearts-, they said.

- But I love them, I love him, and that's a fact, and there's no coming back, no turns and no doubts, there's a chance, and I'm taking it, there's only one thing, a run away and a never come back, that's the love, that's what i've looking for, that's what I'll die for, that's what I am alive for, that's love, and I will never come back again, never. No one can make me change my decisions, because I've taken them yet. -

(Slam of the door)
My arms' tears are turning black, they're turning vapour, they don't exist. Take the blame, because this PERSONAL things will kill me as soon as you hurt yourself, and I've to take all the pain. I just don't know, and I knew I've said that yet, but I have to say it again, however I see, you don't understand, please, hold me like you did it today. Oh, wait... It was just me and my stupid little thoughts about you and me and what's going on, that stuff, you know, but don't get worried, I've got a lot of you made by me for these kind of things, I felt this before. I'd tell you that I "loved" or "love" you, whatever you like, but I don't really care. 
Everything has changed and the only one thing that I thought It would make me glad of, It made me worse. I need you, at less you. Don't worry I've seen yet, you act as if you were 13. 'Cause I thought that we'd laugh about this ):
And sometimes the only one thing that seems to be okay is a book, and the the world falls over my feet telling me what I don't.
It's hard, you know. Everytime I feel so alone, no, just right now, and I think this might save me one day, when something worse happen, I'll figure it out on my own.
My head is roomy than three days ago,
but I can't stop think about it, It's eating me,
is something will never stop,
and I think that it was what I've been
looking for.
If it'd be real, for sure you were kissing
my lips in that twilight night, but that's it,
just a dream, just a fantasy I am in,
picking up things make my head crush.
This is suffer, super-cool-masochism.
 
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