4.30.2009

I felt so cold
I was alone
You hold me up
But I was still alone
Inside my heart
There's a hope instead your love
How could you let it go?

She's broken inside
She's nothing but a lie
She may be loosing her mind
She makes me cry
She can't be one, oh no, no.

Everything gets clear even when it's dark
When you're with them,
you can move away all the pain
Sometimes it's late, sometimes you can't replace

If you always get mad, if you left behind, you won't know

She's messing me up
She's probably looking for grace
She won't explain
She can't hurt me again

But she does, she does
Every time I hear her voice
I'm falling apart
I'm always thinking about that.

Words won't be able to know
Pain won't be able to hurt, anymore.

4.28.2009

What a beautiful dream while I slept at night, oh my dear, how can I make you cry? Velvet place, never ending days, without any lace, did you feel I need some space? Breaking it myself is the perfect blame I could take, I love you little piece of grace.
Tears fall from fears when I can't have you. If you'd be mine, I kissed you, but I think you're not. So we can say I miss you so, if you don't talk, if you don't know, if you're not, if you don't. Keep in your bubble, keep in her arms, she's just a bitch without the bed, omg.

4.13.2009

I can't believe, this is more than faithful sensations, these are real descriptions. This is what I've looking for that far away. The colors start crystalize, I'm getting enough now. This feeling is evolving, super-light it's like crawling, perfect we're going slowly. Been a fool wasn't smart, I guess. If I could try, I'll do it today. The songs, they sound better even if they talk about you.

4.11.2009

Should I? 'Cause this is a fucking love game, where you and me are the players. I don't want to loose you, but this was a game, was it?  If I decide to go, will you fall apart? This is all because of your stupid teen stuff about sex and kissing boys, but don't you know? I'm full of that and fer sure I'm going to win. If you always showed yourself like a toy, why should it be my fault? If you died of blood, if you got cold, if you don't, why'd I have to cry for? I love you, but everything gets clear when all the people know the truth, and told you were the stupid little girl that was hurting herself. When you realize, when you get this, when you discover this was real, you'll do that nervous giggle, you'll catch cold, your head probably will start getting fucking hard and your pain'll be worst than anything. When you feel that, when you read this, call me, 'cause I'm having such a big trouble.

4.02.2009

Everyone knows we're not that real as we could. We decide how we wish our lives, and I chose death. Now I'm walking next my lovely vampire and I remember my life's chronicles as much as I can, it'd should've been better than I took care of, stupid teen stuff. I've never noticed I was in love, but this is mad enough to be true, so the worst is no one's heart will ever beat enough to know, never like them, no. They could never see the sun shining like we do, they'll never have that time to know each other at all. Only a vampire can love you FOREVER, you know, I still ask myself why everytime I hear this song I feel like cry but I don't. Oh, I feel so cold.
 
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